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Sunday, July 15, 2007
/ 1:26 PM

friday the 13th sucks.

somehow it always does. it managed to torture me physically last year, (i fell and still have a scar on my knee) and it planned to torture me emotionally this year. k whatever, if that even makes sense :/

lessons were ok. until the vball DSA trials thingo.

we were supposed to be in charged of the refreshments. but in the end we played a match against some p5s.

demoralizing, that we lost, but i don't care so much about that, i just hated myself for not playing my best, for making such silly mistakes. i hated myself for putting so much pressure into this thing.

jiaolian constantly told us to have fun, to enjoy. i don't know why i couldn't, probably because of all the mistakes i made over and over again. gah, y'know, they laughed at their own mistakes, they enjoyed, they screamed olay when they won, and yes i wanted to be like them, those kids, i wanted to be able to do the same. i want to play volleyball and enjoy doing what i do.

jiaolian said i wasnt creshelle when i played. i was shellecre, very much the direct opposite of how i usually am. the tounament's just next year, there ain't many trainings left already.

& guess what.
im gonna borrow the ball home to practise.
im gonna play on tuesdays and thursdays with the team before their 3rd lang.
im gonna practise with the team after RS.
im gonna play with my classmates after PE.
im gonna jiayou!

(:

TEAMMATES, WE'LL JIAYOU AYE! RMB XIAO YI XIAO? (:


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went to vivian's house yesterday to do our science model. nerve ceeeell :D it was getting really tiring, but very, very hilariously fun. totally messed up vivian's room, sorry vian! :x

i think i spent like a lot of time just trying to find sticky tape/letters/scissors/etc among the piles of everything. and, SOMEBODY, kept playing with straws and couldn't stop. lol, straw obsession, tsktsk. vivian had her name stamped all over her leg, hahah yaay i didn't kena that muahah. but i got pva glue in my hair, ew o.o & ohohoh and we caught the NDP rehearsel fireworks from vivian's balcony! k i was damn hyper about the fireworks thing, persuaded them to stay and watch :D heheh :x but some taller-than-tommy & john potato building was blocking a little, gah ):

but yay yesterday was cooool :D <3

oh and i got my phone baaaack! :D

theres no kickass snake game anymore D: just the fat worm eating cherries and apples, and golf, aw. oh weeeeell. i can take pictures & receive stuff with bluetooth & listen to songs & listen to the radio on my way to school. &&&&&; the phone has a super smooth slide now, i think they fixed it for me, boooyah! :D

just when i thought there was no homework, theres science test and i needa find geog info. damn, so last minute :x


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CRESHELLE

Is not good with words & still watches cartoons.

02/03/94.
LPS Sixpointones'06 / DHS Delphinus'0708 / DHS Volleyball Team'07 / DHSSC (♥)



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